Here’s the plan, Stan.

For this semester, I shall:

• eat if I’m hungry, as often as it takes
• no starvation, and no binging.
• NO trans fats. Idgaf if it’s the most yummy delicious food on the planet. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
• Running 3 times a week
• yoga 2 times 
• avoid artificial sweeteners if possible. REAL SUGAR, MAN. 
• Become confident, happy, and healthy :) 

I said my UGW is 135… but that is subject to change. By A LOT.

I don’t like basing appearance off of weight.. because honestly, I’ve been around 145-150 my whole life and I’ve always thought I looked decent. Not too skinny, not too fat, just kind of average. And I hate the bullshit girls go through- “I need to be 100 pounds to be skinny!” Weight shouldn’t even really be a factor :( I mean, of course it plays a small role… but there are so many factors that tie into weight like, bone density, muscle mass, etc etc…

Basically what I’m getting at, is I think I would like to drop a jean size or 2- and base my results off of that. I’ve been a 9 since around 8th grade, (current college freshman), so I don’t even know what a 7 looks like on me. I guess I’ve always been borderline 7/9, but it sucks because my legs are too fat for 7’s, and my butt is too small for 9’s (so I always bought 9’s). Wtf man.

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What I’m hoping to change the most about my body

my legs. Hence- somedaysexylegs.

I’ve always felt like my body is rather disproportioned.  My torso is relatively skinny (although recently I’ve put on a couple pounds and it shows- damn college) and then there’s my legs and ass. I don’t mind having an ass… but I feel so awkward with my legs. Because most of the time, my legs-calves especially- are bigger than most guy’s calves. I can’t fit into small jeans because of my calves. Suck.

And I hate seeing overweight people with really skinny legs.. it’s just not fair. I would love nice legs. And the thing that really sucks about all of this, is that my legs aren’t even that fat. Don’t get me wrong, my thighs could be toned up- but it’s mostly just huge fucking bones. Especially my ankles :(

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